Usually i dont care
Where you went today
Or what you ate and stuff
Or how the lakers didnt do well enough

But for her those rules change
She can tell me random stuff like how much you like that shirt, and if its in your price range.

I’ll pay attention and yeah, i give a bit extra on purpose.
So you can realize im there to talk to,
Be around you, make you feel new

Not in that corny way that everyone claims
And i promise you that this one isnt the same

It’s really not that hard to tell that i may be favoring you
Over video games and watching TV
Even watching the 49ers lose (sry norcals)

I got heart with what I do
That’s what makes it good
You smiled recently and I tried contain myself and i tried not to show it if i could

I can finally express myself in a way that makes sense
But only for you, i think why, but i can’t
Think of a reason you inspire me to be
A better man, brother, son .. I guess just a better me.

Im blunt now and I should be, for some things i got to say
But i’ll save it til I see you. Hope i run into you today.

When you text sad faces I turn my phone upside-down. So it looks like a smile.
That sounds stupid as fuck, and it is .. But if i don’t admit, it’s denial.

So no more denying, i’m doing stupid shit because i’m scared
Second guessing my every move, it’s a living nightmare.

But I suppose a bigger nightmare would be not to do anything about it
I think I like you, i’m really overthinking.
No tits, ass, or butts about it.

Stupid joke #369
Whatever, i don’t care
I’m gonna sleep now, so at least in my dreams, i won’t feel guilty if I stare.