2011 wasn’t the best year I’ve lived, lol.

In a lot of ways, it was bad in almost every single way.  

I got lazy, shy, and I gained weight.  Although I will credit that weight gain to free kogi, lol.  Mouth already watering thinking about it, ahaha.  

Soo when people ask me, what’s your resolution, and my answer is to undo my wrongs in 2012.  That’s not the best wording for it, but it what I mean to say without saying something so long is..

2010 .. was a great year, and I feel like in 2011 I took a step back.  So I’m not gonna be lazy this year, I’m not gonna be as shy, and I’m gonna be more of a go-getter.  The shyness, whether it would be with girls, going to see my counselor, talking to new people and stuff like that .. I’m just gonna be better at it.

My second thing is that I’m gonna break this damn curse.

My curse is that I’m not spectacular at one thing.  I’m great at a lot of things, useful, or useless.  I’m really good at a rubik’s cube/minesweeper/Ultimate Marvel vs. Capcom 3/other video games .. not like that matters, but I’m not great at it.  I’m good at dancing and guitar, but I’m not liike the greatest someone has seen.  Mediocre as singing, but idgaf, I just like to do it.  I’m not tryna be the best with those useless stuff like minesweeper and video games, but something that I can share with people.

Something awesome is gonna happen this year.  And I’m gonna try my best to make sure it does.

One thing I really liked about 2011, was my friends.  I gained a lot of close friends.  I mean I always had my close friends, but I gained more.  And close friends, I feel like I’ve gotten closer.  I’ve lost touch with a few, but that just happens.  I don’t need to talk to them daily to be on the best of terms with someone.  

I like the friends I have and I don’t wanna change them.  I will make more this year and maybe I’ll make some new close ones, maybe I will just grow closer to the ones I have.

I’m surprised I went all of 2011 single.  I had a lot of opportunities, but nahh.  I’m happily single.  

Maybe 2012 will be different.  I’m honestly not in a rush to find someone that’s gonna change my mind about it, but I’m just open to the thought of it.  But single life is fun, I don’t have restrictions, and I don’t have to text someone good morning every morning, haha.  

Welp, we will see how these next 365 days will turn out.  Today I spent it with family and later with friends, going to kbbq.  But I will work it off tomorrow, haha.  I just gotta stay sharp on it.  LETS GO 2012!