Early birthday present from @darlenegayle .. I’m on the #kobesystem (Taken with instagram)
Happy Hour ftw. $2.50 for a venti?!? Oh mah gyahh. Please disregard the miscellaneous items in the background. (Taken with instagram)
Just Stuff (part 2) but important stuff.
I know tumblr isn’t really the place to actually type stuff and actually BLOG. More of a place where share cool stuff that they find on the internet, but that’s besides the point.
So just a few posts ago, I talked about what we have now, won’t last forever. At least anything tangible of course.
Today, my Grandma died, and it was heartbreaking. We all saw it coming, but not this soon. But when it’s her time to go, then it’s her time.
I’m doing okay. Obviously tragic things happen in life and I’m aware that these things happen and i’m accepting of it.
The thing I could take out of today, is that I have a strong ass family. We were stronger now (near and far) than we’ve ever been. It sucks that it takes something tragic for us to get there, but today we fell apart and helped each other back up and we really did do our part to make this a leaning experience.
I visited my grandma every sunday when I could. My parents and I would bring her food she liked and we would watch TV with her for the day. At times I got really bored and wanted to go home, but I put myself in her shoes and for her not to have family around for days at a time, was probably horrible.
Umm, I guess she did everything she wanted to do, and decided it was her time to go. I really hope I reach that satisfied point when I die.
Thank you to those who checked up on me and made sure I was doing okay. I love yall for doing it.
I’m still a little speechless at the moment, and really haven’t digested this roller coaster of a day.
But I can always take away the fact that life is still really short and I know I think about that term allll theee timee. But it’s sadly very true, and soon I won’t have you (whoever is reading) and you won’t have me.
I wish I could get a little more closure on those who I really care for but, may have forgotten about me in the process of life, and those I have forgotten who care about me.
I hope we can pick up where we left off and be good friends again.
And for those still close and have stayed close, thanks for choosing me to be your friend.
Life isn’t all that bad afterall. We bitch about stupid stuff like .. Who stole our pens, and stupid rumors about .. Idk, how some girl is cheating in her boyfriend or something ridiculous.
We’re alive.
We have the opportunity to be better than yesterday. I know after today, I will be more knowledgeable of how this world works and how to better manage life. I learned a lot, about life, about my family, and about myself.
There was a bit of a language barrier between me and my grandma, so it was hard for us to communicate. But she loved my mom’s cooking, and my mom is gonna cook some bomb heaven food, and me and my grandma are gonna grub until our stomachs explode. And I can’t wait for that day.
Love you Grandma! Rest in Paradise! Watch over me and my fam! Idk if they got tumblr up there, but I know you can read this, I’m sure someone can translate it for you!
If I was on community
I’m talking about the show of course.
I can say my main dream right now would to be on that show. I never aspired to be an actor because idk .. Not really artistic.. But if there is one show i would wanna learn how to be a good actor for, it’s community.
So I wanna be the guy that everyone likes because i’m super talented and impressive to people #truestory.
And I get on Jeff’s nerves because there is someone apparently better than him. Then Jeff and I have some type of epic battle to win Annie’s heart (which I end up winning)
Somewhere right around this area in the timeline I make out with Annie and Britta.
Nearby the end of the battle I lose to Jeff because he’s got killer, good-looks. And here comes my grammy winning dialogue. (I’m just riffing this next part)
“WAIT!”, said Kevin, “Don’t shoot! You win.. You’re better than me. The truth is .. I’m jealous of you. People only see me on the surface as that cool guy that does all these things well. But no one ever cares about my feelings. Deep down, I don’t know who I am, and I don’t know how to be myself. In turn, the group likes me and I end up in the main cast.
I also Kiss Annie.
Troy and Abed would be my best friends of course. Troy and Abed in the moorning! “With Kevin”
Oooooo check what just came in the mail. Best $27 dollars i’ve ever spent. Thanks Lakerstore.com! (Taken with instagram)
